Monthly Archives: December 2015


    30.12.15 I worked from home today as I wasn’t feeling well… His morning my blood pressure was 106/77… T’s 17:02 and my bp is 93/73… Blood glucose are 12.4… And my face looks like it’s going to pop… I don’t feel more stuff then usual though… Had very […]

I am appreciative

I am appreciative I sometimes think that people might think that I am ungrateful and don’t appreciate all the efforts in trying to sort me out…I am not… I am not the type of person that will fall on my knees thanking you for what you have done…I will say […]

My battle scars…

My battle scars‘ My son refers to my scars as battle scars and I have to smile when I admit that he is right…when I looked at my hands and arms I got very upset… It’s bad enough that I feel sick most of the time…why must they mutilate me […]

This is me…

This is me… You can say that I’m weird…I am a snob…I am strange…I don’t mind…lol I made peace with who and what I am…I don’t apologize and I don’t try to fit into your mold…I am perfectly happy with Judy bring me….this is the product of my granny’s hands […]

What do nephrologists do?

What do nephrologists do? Nephrologists diagnose and treat people with kidney disease and kidney failure. Patients are often referred to a nephrologist by their general physician or general practitioner. Nephrologists are specialised to care for patients needing dialysis and the medical management before and after kidney transplantation. What is chronic […]

The last months…

When I look back at the last 6 months I don’t know where exactly to start…my mind keep on starting on the 2nd of June 2015 when my dear friend Brad Jensen died…that was the beginning of the end because all that sadness caused a Lupus flare and I thank […]

Friends …

  What is the meaning of Friend?… a person with whom one has a bond of mutual affection, typically one exclusive of sexual or family relations. companion, boon companion, bosom friend, best friend, close friend, intimate, confidante, confidant, familiar, soul mate, alter ego, second self, shadow, playmate, playfellow, classmate, schoolmate, […]

Treatment nr.6…not good

Not good news …the Cyclophosphamide treatment (Chemotherapy) isn’t working …my system is resisting the treatment, so my Protein Creatinine levels are still on 6.(must be 0.10)…the only other treatment options available is 1. Rituximab 2. MMF and 3. Cyclosporine… all of them must be motivated as my medical aid doesn’t  […]

Difficult times…

Right now I’m going through a very difficult time in my life…it’s not just challenging but life threatening and I guess that is making it worst… When your head is spinning and you wish someone can decide for you, or help you get perspective???… It’s so freaky and not fun […]